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svanemo
Have a ticket thing tomorrow, wanted to write about the important things while I have adderall in me and I'm decently sane. I saw the energy waves that restored what I did for the last 2 years as I walked down wythe so I understood that I/body did it with the dream of Caitlin being the queen of Williamsburg with the $ going to the graffiti artists which artwork keeps me alive.
Wanted to write quickly before any of the tyrate thing happened. Hope to find the real world soon, Caitlin and an exit from this thing

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A caitlin rodriguez production Little Nemo on HBo it's not TV it's HBO 3/28/2011

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The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 155/8 James Hughes days

Brian Johnston saying hi from New York Muffin. I think Andy Samberg just sent me a reference I keep searching for in my mind. Going tomget my nose pierced need to pay tribute to Paul Raura. I was pondering making this like a twitter but didn't see how this would be different from having a twitter and I then thought of twittering across the NYC landscape of being a hostage forced to make art or never recieve payment and acknowledgment in New York of being this thing bu then realized if I fail to make the artwork solely in Williamsburg I'll have no place in the scene in history. And was told by Microsoft something like that needs to be on the auto computer to get Kayrock on kent and the guys @ Internet Garage a million plus dollars for me being the hostage. And they help but in the end its because I could never be a person and evolve to living in Williamsburg that I want everyone to have csh. I'm very lonely if anyone wants to interact with Truman

That's just my opinion I could be wrong.

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
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I want everything that exists off this show destroyed. I no longer want this to be accredited to whoever came into my body I hate that the people around me become accredited fir what I write. The end of Little Nemo I want to be that everything created off this thing dies forever I want the bar of cheers to burn down with the exit of the creature, I want this thing gone. I will never speak of any of this, to anyone from this thing I will pretend this never happened. I no longer want to be bothered by John blarney or kids on the other end who want credit for what I write. I hate the entirety of everything created off this thing. The worthlessness of Brimstone I feel with each and every creation. The worthlessness of the art, my disdain for every day in he'll the fact that people talk through my body that people have names for me in my own game the reason to create the art is to take control to murder this thing. The worthless he'll of this game of shit the concept that people film on the other end what I wrote or that there were creations out of this that any relationship could be made, I want everything to die from this thing. I regret every memory that I shared every person that I brought into this thing from my past I regret bringing Ll the fame that anyone gained from this thing I regret every product that was created I regret I want it all to die to go away forever, this is what I will do when I return this is the artwork of Caitlin Rodriguez to destroy all creations in this thing using Hughes, voice one, my 3D, my legal right to consent to my image and every ability I have I want this thing destroyed when I return I want to go home to 2223A and to pretend this thing never existed that everything that got created from thus thing dies. This is what the back to the future symbol with caitlins heart means. It is my challenge to Caitlin as an artist to make this real as well as Harvey Weinstein and James Highes I will use everything to assure that this is the finality and ending of this thing. I have asked Microsoft to program me to this ending.

A Caitlin rodriguez production little nemo on hbo

It's just my opinion I could be wrong.

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the future symbol with Caitlin heart

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A caitlin rodriguez production Little Nemo on HBO it's HBO it's not TV it's HBO (CEO pride. Dream of creating hour long episodic dramas like the Sopranos or with the wit and comedic nature and brilliance of Larry David in Williamsburg, Brooklyn. Program via one of the 13 program w/#2 via Weezer + Rachel Covert in Williamsburg, Brooklyn <-Williamsburg programming only. Seattle infinite->

Paul Raura (School of Visual Arts 2009) Satanic cross
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 156/8 James Hughes Days

Art School Confidential
The final format of channel
HBO Little Nemo
Williamsburg, Brooklyn
(where arty Lange and Brock Daves do coke)
CEOs + Programmers
1.) Caitlin Rodriguez
2.) Gavin Zodiac
3.) Sean Connell
4.) Art School Kerri
5.) Morpheus NYC - James Hughes
6.) Apple Computers CEO + Founder - Steve Jobs
7.) Harvey + Bob Weinstein
8.) cocaine - Mark Zuckerberg (creator of facebook<3com)
9.) Howard Stern + Robin Quivers
10.) Tisch tuesday programmer (all nyu Tisch all Tuesday) Spike Lee
11.) View Askew - Kevin Smith
12.) Rhino 93 - Marc Ecko
13.) SVA David Rhodes

W->mind NYU psych, psych lord and the interns feat intern # 1 + the ancients of the school of visual arts / Williamsburg , Brooklyn led by Weezer my equals and roommates from 2006
Microsoft programming 24/7 the chosen programmers of Bill Gates (I heart apple as OSX. Thank you for helping me. I don't have adderall and my body is forced to sleep all the time without my triple layer amphetamine medication. I'm sorry I'm like this. Please get me back to my dorm room and medication. Peace + love + empathy -School of Visual Arts Nemo)

I don't understand why they have done this to me. Why they made me insane all fucked up and outlandish I don't understand why they made it as though I'm crazy knowing I'm on television and made Nisha react the way she did in 2008 I don't understand why they keep me in this fucking box and control my body and my thighs and have shit happen like Nikki Richie having a character appear to foreshadow giving me a future ticket. I don't understand why they did this to me. I hate every day as this thing. Harvey brought Nikki Richie in because I wasn't creating. My body shakes I want to go home I want to go back to my dorm room. I want this thing to go away so I'll make artwork so this thing goes away. The cruelty of this thing is they have people pn the other end that when I go to sleep will tell me that I fail but they force me to sleep to invent a show where they give me a task I cannot do they then invent a reason why I went to sleep tell me that on television i wasndefeated but they'll do the same thing regardless and hit me with the same shitbregardless. I want this thing to go away, to make it as though this never happenedbi don't want people on the other endbfucking with me and writing my words for me I don't want Nikki Richie writing in my eye or this light to exist that makes me go to sleep when I have to make the art or they will never let me go, they make my body freak out to create a television show where I fightnpeople or I'm a character that people hit on the head and it goes insane they force me to be on the lowest form of entertainment they force me to be on this UPN show where I yell Kiki out of my body. Ibfeelnforced sleep coming on I cannot beat the machine they force me to sleep despite anything I do. There is nothing worse then being in a thing that forces you to sleep and then hits you with smells and tells you it's your mother or grandmother today they will make me sleep ton say my reasoning to return to the new residence is not enough to beat the machine that writes bodilynreactions on me and controls my body. This is a fucking he'll I don't understand why the outsidenpeople or whoever control this machine would invent anworld where I canny do the task physically they set at hand but they demand I do it. I want control of my body again. I wantnto walk, as "we used towait" I quote I want my life back. I can't beat the machine that controls me I can only create within it. Then when it forces me to sleep I feel pain and shame and the horror of what it's like to have my body controlled in a situation my mind cannot awaken from, I was always introverted to have something take all the thoughtsbaway of a writer and make it this thing on a Williamsburg, Brooklyn show is truly fucking horrifying and a horrible feeling. I'm the nerd in the dunking tank without the medication that makes him a hipster on a show that requires me to create with apparently an altered quota since Microsoft is involved. I told Harvey Weinstein of my shame in sleeping without my medication on LorimernStreet. I look forward to meeting the cat loyals of the lost boys.

Formerly of Fairfield, Connecticut (Gunnar) <- <3 -> (Arun) From Easton, CT

That's just my opinion I could be wrong.

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the future symbol with the Caitlin heart meaning with the love of the princess my love sends me home

Random note (Williamsburg, Brooklyn)
svanemo
A Caitlin rodriguez production
Little Nemo on HBO
It's not TV it's HBO
3/25/2011
Paul Raura satanic cross
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles day 152/8 James Hughes Days
Art school confidential
The final format of channel HBO Little Nemo
CEOs+Programmers
1.Caitlin Rodriguez
2. Gavin Zodiac
3. Sean Connell
4. Art School Kerri
5. James Hughes
6. Steve Jobs
7. Harvey + Bob Weinstein
8. Mark Zuckerberg
9. Howard Stern + Robin Quivers
10. Spike Lee
11. Kevin Smith
12. Marc Ecko
13. David Rhodes - School of Visual Arts President

24/7 game with Microsoft programmers of Bill Gates

24/7 care with NYU psych (psych lord + the interns feat intern #1) + the ancients of the School of Visual Arts/ Williamsburg , Brooklyn led by Weezer

I'll tell myself it's 2006 until they let me into my dorm room and make everyone who appears on television as they did in 2006 until they set me free and pretend permanently it's 2006 until they set me free.

That's just my opinion I could be wrong

-SchoolofVisualArtsNemo
Back to the Future Symbol

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svanemo
How long have I been like this? I look at a picture of Olivia and I wonder how long I've been far from the boys who sit next to her and the ability tonexude pretention. Why do they force me to say everything out loud I cannot imagine a greater horror then seeing them say Kiki through my body. That should be the name of a cat, that should not be my grandmother which clearly is a virus to my sexuality since they used this against my fetish in Hells Kitchen, if I'm speaking like this I'm insane. I am so horribly far from myself. You take this hipster kid @ The School of Visual Arts and you take him apart from the inside. You leave him in the street after telling him you'll pay him if he spends all his money. How the fuck can they send you to jail and throw voices in your head have you speak out loud and live with the piling up paranoia of an institution.
Olivia is rig, jail is a dark place where my mind is corrupt, the entirety of the show is this dark hell that was never meant to be. Sex with girls of pretention and the village party scene who go to art school know obscure bands and chain smoke, this was my placement in life and natural course.
I keep literally trying to return to Olivia and Jasons apartment in my mind. I'm a broken down human.
Please help me. Give me an apt/cash/an iPod/iPad/a credit card, a way to reality. Please give me a way to return to the human race.
They make me sleep. They place this thing over my eye and invent emotions.
It's fucking awful, fucking horrid. Absolutely fucking horrid.
I don't understand why you do this to a person.
I remember a part of Caitlin in Olivia.
The same thing happens every time. I try to pull my body together and they break me down. It has to be the same people on the other end. They break down thoughts, any form of composure, want me to literally be homeless, to look like shit afront the world.

I should be pretending at all times that they have not made me homeless. Taking the panhandling cash and going on little adventures. This should not be a tv show about my sympathy for the homeless.


That's just my opinion I could be wrong

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the Future Symbol

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There has to be some original core group of people who run this machine who know how I will get as I continue to tyrate. There are some group of people who know what it does to me physically who wish to take out my deep emotionalmsymbols which take time to build up as the repeat behavioral machine. Although the tyrate keeps me going it makes me tired, kills my emotions, can only understand reality via YouTube via emotions of others media. This builds new references. To live within the machine is to live in death.

That's just my opinion I could be wrong

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the future symbol

A Caitlin rodriguez production little nemo on hbo
svanemo
I have no control of my body. I have to deal with my thoughts being held in this incredibly slow form if any form of thought @ all. They have everyone around me hiss s, they have invented a kid who says cynical things to me, then I'm to go I to the flip out mode and then when it tires me down eventually give up. Instead of creating what I want I have to create in this odd fucking world nightmare. I'm a hostage u til somebody pays me I also live in the nightmare of people controlling my thoughts to control what I write that whatever I think is reality is literally to be reality, that aver I lost my adderall I'm to believe whatever I'm told on the other end. Happy birthday to Mark Agerholm who is a deep brother of mine who grew up at the same home as I and I feel would understand why I act like this and what it's like to be a tortured hostage never released from the other side of hell.

That's just my opinion I could be wrong.

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the Future Symbol

this means I need adderall. At this point the subtle body impressions of torment are all I have. -Caitlin rodriguez husband

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I'm trying to get the writing out while it is pure I'm scared to insult the girl from last night. My mind can't entirely comprehend what is happening but acknowledges that as one of the first times I have successfully used the homeless portion of what the school / Hughes organized for me that immsupposed to go on journeys and have sex and have all this random shit happen to me with the low portion of society/people who pick me up on the streets Miss Kitty / sex that is couch surfing. In a way there's this great pain as Christie Cummings is right withoutnsex I lack a key component of these Caitlin rodriguez way tonexitnart concepts while @ the same time there's this great vision in Caitlin being the first girl that I fuck in years, taken virginity by thenprincess and my reinaguration tonreality. Thatbshe exists as a place in my heart beyond memory but this is the first time someone came directly up to me that I'm supposed to run the show like that send messages to Hughes. It's because they have built a broken man, I'm too scared toncall a girl fat while i was given every perception so it's an instance that I'd ask Microsoft what to do / guy. Harvey is right about staying groomed looking Williamsburg so i accomplished something for the first time in a great deal of time. I'm so incredibly broken as a human, it makes sense that I would have done Tiny Furniture I don't know how to court anwoman not like this. My mind is in pain fucked all the time probably can only acknowledge this because of the blog. They make me focus on the heavy of the bag but it reminds me my purpose in this thing is to get cash to Williamsburg, Brooklyn. Economy for parties. I should be attending small house raves with ten dollar fees and fucking girls at least filming this journey.

Trying to write before thoughtsnor gone / affected

Important words. Fun with cynicism and the incredible of art
svanemo
A Caitlin rodriguez production Little Nemo on HBO it's not TV it's HBO
3/23/2011
Biological 27
Paul Raura Satanic Cross
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles Day 150/8 James Hughes days
316 Kent Avenue
Williamsburg, Brooklyn
(the land of wonderful dreams)

24/7 programming by Microsoft the chosen programmers of Bill Gates
24/7 care from NYU Psych (psychlord + the interns feat intern#1) + The Ancients of the School of Visual Arts / Williamsburg , Brooklyn

HBO Little Nemo
CEOs programmers
1. Caitlin Rodriguez
2. Gavin Zodiac
3.Sean Connell
4. Art School Kerri
5.) James Hughes
6.) Steve Jobs
7.) Howard Stern + Robin Quivers
8.) Mark Zuckerberg
9.) Howard Stern + Robin Quivers
10.) Spike Lee
11.) Kevin Smith
12.) Marc Ecko
13.) David Rhodes

I don't quite understand why these people can't pay me and let me take on art challenges. I no longer want to be the thing that people throw words and emotions into and write over my eye and force me to sleep all the time to mmatch the artwork of others on the other end. I no longer want to exist on this end of the mirror where I have people yelling into my mind or where I exist as the dependent shit that has his thoughts slowed down so others on the other end can say one word so I can add it to my vocabulary. I dontunderstand why they made me like this that I have to depend on other people why they don't let me into 293 Bedford Avenue and let me redo Hells Kitchen and the mistake of my. Nightmare of living in this reincarnation tunnel where I have to depend on others on the other side and have people speak through my body they slow down my thoughts to mass out product and to create scenes soi believe in the system that they've forced into me, so I play into this as an art game. Somebody out there canown the artwork of my misery and my shame or to see if I won a round. M thoughts are slowed down now, I have no thoughts or form of creativity the magic button of the person on the other end has taken affect the power of their Apple has come to be and the radio waves of New York City somebody has told me my upcoming thought again and altered the thought so it's there's until I flip out and tell everyone that I'm going to kill them. I have to respond to the people on the other end or they force my body to, to develop a show to show their control or affect in my nightmare. In this living he'll of a lack of artwork. I'm traumatized by the word enemy, I exist in a point where I have people slowing my thoughts writing enemy into me, writing friend, writing who the fuck k OSS what. There's no point in physical art there's no point in art the art must have a magic aur! It must show us the beauty of humanity, it must show us how in adversity it must show us the importance of art or I must give up I must learn the greatness of others I must pay tribute to all who ever existed or they yell not my brain I'm to,d to forget that I want the Pratt girls to own property and that I'm doing all of this so we own the buildings we hold come parties in, it's about the character we play, the upcoming thoughts that are written on my eye, the character of caitlin as the princess based on her at the age of 18 based on a memory, she could appear digital,it's based on the one frame of Caitlin who licks her tooth, it's based on if you can defeat me if I can finally give up fighting for freedom and finLly go with the flow of being a hostage, the art is a documentation that I'm a hostage creating in the unwilling he'll of what I exist in and the nightmare of my insult as a producer. Hat is the artwork as I return to being Little Nemo n my way I'll pay tribute to Sophia's dad or the sell out of Scorcese the lack of coke and the Steven Spielberg generation I'll pay tribute to the George Lucas and how he fucked us with Star Wars and gave studio control I exist in a simple system that tells me I'll sell out because they haven't adapted the thing for cynicism I can't write with caitlins marker quick enough toexpress any of this sometimes the digital writing is me sometimes it's when they have me insane and I have to tell you about the death of small children. Sometimes it works sometimes it doesn't. I don't have a side now because I eat, I understand this because the person on the other end has invented sides, I can understand that I have sold out no one I fight for us! against selling out! and the power of beauty! I chose a side! I chose the power of good and beauty! I know now who I am and I know the mystical power of the show that food and cigarettes fight! I know now that the system they trap me in makes Snead and I must use it to my advantage, this is a system of logic and a good system! I know this now! This is the strength of the show my impulses fight but now cigarettes won! Cigarettes defeated food, it's a mental world I exist in like psychological Interspace because this is how I think! MMartin Tupper suddenly uses people in his flashbacks instead of TV references!!!! I know now how my mind works ad now that I understand how this works I know my fight for my apartment will make the great sense it always meant to u less somebody shoots me which I've been told every time I chose a place to live on this show that somebody will. The Bagelsmith now has WiFi and I'm just getting over the word enemy that I understand the Pratt Girls will stand up against this shit with me, I want a coke kingdom. Aso I've come to the conclusion to stylistically make all the art and advertisements because people control somewhat of my words anyhow.
Please fuck get these people to let me into 203 Bedford Avenue so I cN make artwork on the other side ofthis thing.
That's just my opinioni could be wrong.

-School of Visual Arts Nemo
Back to the future symbol

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